tired

tired...feel like i m running out strength

try to fill myself with work so i stop thinking of stuff i dont wanna

things that will just make me feel bad

read + sport - party = calvin

i said i dont wanna leave any regrets in life before at least not this young but still i think i fucked up

GO HARD !!!! work work work !!! 

28-Oct -09

haven't been on xanga for longggggggggggg!

tbh i have given up on xanga but i got bored so i m re doing it again!!

staying at my sister's uni!! in bristol

it is so boring in here everyone alot older they r u like "u r vickie 's brother? calvin u r so cute and this and that "

BOY i m a grown man they don't realised i m mess them up -3-

my holiday is so shitttttt..

need so entertainment

sorry abt no pics i m too lazy just go on my facebook

i thought only bitches come and go but FAKE brothers come and go

where is the Mother fucking brother hood !!! stay strong no fall back feels like fighting alone here

i need my true brothers ..they r the true ppl that back me up anyhow!

26 june

man...10 more days till i m coming back.

sound like a skl boy but man i want skl.. coz like i don't have anything to do now... just chilling till i m going.lieing on my bed for whole day... or watch lots of movie such a fag ai !

at least i m going shopping tmr although i m broke but still cant live in this boring life.

them year13s went to their leaver's dinner last night everyone looking fresh *v* can't wait when i m yr 13 and get the fuck out of this shit just wanna get to uni soon.

people have start leaving already. one of my best mate left. he is like a bro to me dont know wt to say when he is leaving but he had looked after me well wifout him i would have fucked up my life just like in hk. thank you ( lets not get too deep before it get cheesy -3- )

ai...!!!! WANNA COME DA FUCK BACK!!!!! man i need a LIFE!

anyhow i had a good prom check my facebook for pics =]

facebook : calvinho9394@hotmail.com

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men.... i need to get a job !!! broke!!!!

men....i need to life !!!!so bored

men....i need hoilday !!!! too many exam!!

men...i need summer!!!!

men.....my life is shit!!!!

men....always can't get wt i want

been staying in london for these 10days stayed at jibbs's house thx man i really own u one 4 this take me in last min. if was 4 u i don't know where can i stay. =]

i felt so shit when i can't find a place 2 stay. Felt so... useless always have to depand on people . i want to finish school want to get a job want to get my own place.... don't wanna depand on anyone anymore

wanna go back 2 hong kong

men..i have a long way to go

so many exams!!!!!!!!!

mennnnn...needed a part time job :S

25-5-09

it have been a long time since last time i update my xanga. really need internet in my boarding school

half term now got like 9 exams after these holiday got to keep my self together. get really for my exams.

so tired of here mizing them dayz